Change
Its been a really long time since i wrote anything.... a lot of things have changed... a lot of things have happened ..it all seems so sudden....i cant believe that i am actually livin alone on my own.... i am now in the much hyped of city of bangalore... i got a job there and i have no complaints except a very strong feelin of home sickness.... some of my perspectives have changed too.... till now i did not know the true feelin of home but now i appreciate home and HOME FOOD to an amazing extent....
I am still nebulous as to my long term plans..... i am now in a bit of confusion which would need some time to be sorted out. I now strongly believe that everybody should stay away from home atleast for a period of two years only then u start to appreciate its true significance.
Has my love life undergone a significant change... well i would say no... i think or relationship has been strengthed a bit more..... i now love her a bit more... i donno how cause i believed tat i could not love u anymore. Today i was told something about love being the result of harmones...... well it may be yes cause love comes out of character and character they say is decided by harmones..... well but then is it worth while to break love in to a science.... it has a mystic quality which is better appreciatd without science... it may be that i am attracted to some person cause that person has a certain harmone in abundance.... so what.... i certainly dont care about harmones... all that i care is that the other person is there for me and reciprocates my feelings....
What do i write.... a thousand thoughts race i my mind... flashing accross like lightning..... i am not able to match their speed.... lots of faces... ots fo characters... lots of peculiarities... lots of problems... some petty... some big... lots of happiness....lots of differences....lots of adjustments.... lots of new relations.....
a tip.... to be really happy on your birthday... switch off your cell phone...your computer .... just u and your loved one.... holding hands... and you starin at her/his eyes the whole day.... (drunken with the milk of human love).....
I am still nebulous as to my long term plans..... i am now in a bit of confusion which would need some time to be sorted out. I now strongly believe that everybody should stay away from home atleast for a period of two years only then u start to appreciate its true significance.
Has my love life undergone a significant change... well i would say no... i think or relationship has been strengthed a bit more..... i now love her a bit more... i donno how cause i believed tat i could not love u anymore. Today i was told something about love being the result of harmones...... well it may be yes cause love comes out of character and character they say is decided by harmones..... well but then is it worth while to break love in to a science.... it has a mystic quality which is better appreciatd without science... it may be that i am attracted to some person cause that person has a certain harmone in abundance.... so what.... i certainly dont care about harmones... all that i care is that the other person is there for me and reciprocates my feelings....
What do i write.... a thousand thoughts race i my mind... flashing accross like lightning..... i am not able to match their speed.... lots of faces... ots fo characters... lots of peculiarities... lots of problems... some petty... some big... lots of happiness....lots of differences....lots of adjustments.... lots of new relations.....
a tip.... to be really happy on your birthday... switch off your cell phone...your computer .... just u and your loved one.... holding hands... and you starin at her/his eyes the whole day.... (drunken with the milk of human love).....
posted by charan at 5:08 AM
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